i don't know why am i always trying to be the person that i feel people want to be, even i don't have to/ i can't be
ideology?
thinking too much while also too naive
since i knew how to think, i can't define myself and what personalities i have
just feel that i am so damn fake
i did try to concern the others but things just always ends up badly as i failed, because i am too selfish?
in fact i don't wanna force myself to accept, but seems that it is the truth?
it is my fault to be keeping silent all the time
sorry to everyone whos life have been invaded by me



很想倒下來

但感覺上我潛意識不想解決問題
明明很難受
為甚麼仍然無法坦誠

是要讓我別再什麼也接受/容忍嗎
但沒這種資格的我做不到
我犯賤

好矛盾

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